All my fond memories must take place in 60 degree weather because I’m feeling sad and nostalgic.
i cannot believe how much my mood has improved over these past couple of days. and the fact i was actually motivated to take care of myself and my apartment today? thats great. i feel like i made the right decision. and im so thankful for everyone that supported me. :)
another surge of excitement and nervousness for gdc. holy shit. im so fucking pumped.
you guys are being insanely supportive and i appreciate it more than you now. i had a stroke of courage, tried calling him but he didnt answer. im afraid hes gone to sleep for the night. i really cant go another day feeling like this. maybe ill just do it right after work tomorrow.
im gonna just go throw up now or something.
i think im actualy gonna put it off for a day or two. get my bearings. be more prepared for it. emotionally.idk